Monday, 5 October 2015

Expectation VS Reality.

Here's a little musing of mine from something that I stumbled across while mindlessly scrolling through Facebook during work. Look away if you do not have an appetite for satire or sarcasm. :3

Something my blog will be full of actually....

Sorry, not really sorry.
ANYWAAAAAAAAAAAAAY~

This was being shared (quite a number of times actually) and it got me thinking....

Sounds like and looks a dream, yes? 
Truthfully, my attention went to the house first and the random person riding a white horse at the edge of the picture rather than the caption. Immediately a part of me went 'yes, I wouldn't mind living like that', and coming from a true blue city girl you know shit is real.

I mean look picture this for a second - a damn nice cosy home by the lake (which hopefully has ZERO mosquitoes breeding there) with a husky to keep me company, a horse to go our riding on and also wifi. Cause you know, to get on Tumblr and Youtube, that is clearly needed. Not bad right?

Also, this really reminds me of the movie with Keanu Reeves where he falls in love with a tenant of his current home via love letters and then finds out that they live in two different years. There had been a big confusion in the middle with them being of two different times yet have already met and yet not quite so. Confusing but absolutely romantic because at the end, they end up together anyway.

Imagine meeting the love of your life as handsome as Keanu & live together happily ever after on a gorgeous lake house. YES PLEASE, THANK YOU. Shut up, one can dream.

But let's think realistically about the idea as a whole......

1. Shutting off mobile phone.

Yeah right, like that is ever going to happen for real.... This will never last for me; at least not for more than a couple of hours before I start breaking out in a rash and start having a mini panic attack for disconnecting with the world.

Sometimes going cold turkey isn't exactly the best idea.

2. Sell my car.

Not that it is actually mine to sell, though I am not too sure about this. Cause on one hand the money can definitely go to buying the dream lake house (or else I could probably only afford like a square feet of the place) even if my secondhand MyVi isn't going to earn me much.

Ideal lake house found online. Little kayak optional.
Though if  I live here...... The sold MyVi is starting to sound really worth it.

Then OMG, what if the market or stores is really far away from where I live? It wouldn't be a surprise since places like these are usually placed in quite secluded parts of the woods that is far from civilisation. We've watched enough movies to know that.

You don't expect me to ride the horse to get groceries or sundries? That's crazy and also not fair to the poor creature having to carry extra weight on top of doing more exercise than necessary.

3. Move to a cabin in the woods.

Maybe overseas this is a good idea cause the weather is nice and the scenery is too. At least that's what I presume from pictures & movies - but then again you know how the saying goes the grass is always greener on the other side....

But yeah just think of all the mosquitoes (which our country is full of, especially the aedes kind), lizards and different kinds of bugs that range from small to freaking gigantic in size. Also the creepy, cold and gross looking lizards! Have I mentioned those already cause that is a big big big BIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGGG issue. Plus those that grow in the wild are infinitely bigger and uglier than those that are breeding in our house right now. No thank you.

I am also guessing that you will be sooooo far from everyone and everything. So no internet, phone and also nobody nearby. Expect to have next to no friends unless there's a farm or something close by which I really doubt.


Which brings me to the next point...

4. Live off the land.

By eating what? Grass and leaves is it?

Unless you have a green thumb and a talent to grow vegetation, which most people are not or else you'd have your own greenhouse rather than buy things from the grocery store - then you're probably shit out of luck.

There goes your chance of getting delivery of pizza or burger cause I really doubt they'd wanna deliver your meal when you live in some godforsaken forest. Plus that totally doesn't count as living off the land unless you know, you grow the tomatoes & kill your own cows yourself.

So load up on canned food, instant & frozen ones too. Cause you're going to need that when you can't easily drive to the grocery store when you need things to eat/cook. Be prepared to slowly grow unhealthier by the day.

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This whole living happily at some cabin in the woods is only safe when you live in some fairy tale alternate universe. Unfortunately in reality, there's far too many crazies for it to ever be entirely safe to live in a desolate place - even if you have lots of deadbolt locks on every door & window.

Haven't we have enough thriller movies to warn us that staying alone in a faraway place is the worst idea ever? Like the Hills Have Eyes 1 & 2, then there's also I Spit On Your Grave which I personally think is the worst one. Stressed throughout the whole movie I tell you.

So yeah, go stay in some cabin by the lake with no connection to the outside world via phone or internet. Then do your own thing while someone stalks you in the bushes for days and terrorize you whenever there is a chance, watch you as you sleep at night through your windows. In the midst of all of this you will feel the creepy feeling of someone watching your every move but never understood why or see anyone whenever you turn around.

Before you know it, one night while you're all alone at home just indulging in a book or dinner, everything goes black. Then when you finally come to, you're tied up and looking at the face of some inbred deformed person sneering creepily at you (if you're lucky then there is only one. but movies tell you otherwise and so does common sense).

If you're lucky, death will be granted quick. Though most of the times there will be plenty of nasty and torture in between before these people get bored - can go from a week to a month, maybe even a year. By then death is a gift because they might torture you slowly before killing you, chopping you up into pieces before being baked into a pie.

Though imagine.... They chop you up small piece by piece but still keep you alive, then after cooking you they also feed it back to you. Like in Hannibal.


OH MY FUDGE OF A JEEBUS!

I don't wanna be cooked into a pie. I love pie but I don' wanna eat my own flesh. Wtf maximum. 


This is a sign that I should stop reading so many criminal novels & watch Hannibal so obsessively. Also I don't know if it's a good or bad thing that I have an overly active imagination, especially when it's not the rainbows & unicorns kind. Meep.
Until next time lovelies! 

Tuesday, 29 September 2015

Zalora X Topshop & Topman Launch Party 2015

A few weeks ago, I was one of the few lucky Shoppr ambassadors invited to the Zalora / Topshop & Topman launch event. Safe to say that I am incredibly excited to know that one of my favourite brands is now available on Zalora, easier for me & my shopping needs. :3

Rushed home after work, I got myself ready to attend the event in APW, Bangsar where I met up with Becca & Nadia from Shopprapp. Already they looked dress to kill, so were the other girls that were attending the event with me.

After registration, each of us were given a goodie bag and inside are little surprises for us to take home. There was a Macaroon, a Rm50 gift card from Zalora & also a gift from Topshop/Topman which I guess is different in every bag. I spy some shopping time for me on Zalora some time soon, do you?

It was nice of them to provide drinks and canapes for all guests to nibble on while they mingled.

My choice of drink, Absolute Mango with Orange Juice.
With drink in hand, it was time for this hermit to wander around and mingle. Though truth be told, I was merely hanging around with Pearl, Madeleine & Abigail from Shoppr because they were the only ones I know there.

While we were exploring the space of the warehouse, there were waiters walking around with trays of food. Embarrassingly enough each tray caught my attention because I had not have time to eat dinner so I was rather hungry. The vainpot in me however constantly warned myself against eating anything because it's messy and it'll be a nightmare to stain my dress.

Still, I don't know if it was obvious on my face that I was hungry or something but the wait-staff kept walking towards us. Literally the same one would appear no more than five minutes after approaching us. Funny.

Tastes like fried char siew pao. But with beef? 
Little bites of macaroni taco and roasted potato stack.
The atmosphere as a whole was quite chilled with DJ HypeEmBeats spinning amazing tracks in the background.  






Wandering around, I spotted something in the back that caught my attention. Several pedestals were lined up together with headsets & these odd looking things

WHAT IS THIS SCI-FI LOOKING THING?
Quite interesting eh? 

Pic credit goes to Tim Chew.
Well it's a virtual reality that Zalora specially created just for this event. When you put this on, you get a 360 view of the entire venue before the glitz & glamour. All you need to do is put it on as demonstrated by my sister and then look around. What you will see is not a room filled with fashionable people but instead, a whole different atmosphere altogether. 

This is quite innovative of Zalora to create this specially for the collaboration with Topshop & Topman. 

With Madeleine, Pearl & Abigail. 
These girls are the few Shoppr ambassadors that I got to meet that night. They are literally the sweetest and most fashionable people that I've met in the longest time.

Also, I found out that night that Abigail is currently a student at MCKL. My old college! That brought back so many memories and there's even some that revolves around classes, specifically law & psychology. 

Squad goals. Teehehehe.
We even got to meet our very own Amber Chia and posed for a picture together. Initially each of us just wanted an individual photo with the supermodel, but she was approached by another photographer and invited us to be in the shot with her too. :3 She's so sweet and down to earth which honestly surprised me.   

Pic credit goes to Tim Chew.
I even got to catch up with my hot babe, Melissa. Whom I have not met in months since we're both busy with our own things. 

This means we need more dinner & girl time! xp

A dress by no one. Shoes from Aldo which I love to death, even with it's near neck-breaking height.
Ten points to whoever that got that 'dress by no one' reference. I officially dub you to be an amazing person. 

But no prize because.... Yeah. 

Gif made by me from the video by HelloGif photobooth.
Finally, gonna end the post by thanking Shoppr for the opportunity to attend this launch. It's been pretty amazing to be considered as one of the ambassadors among many other gorgeous girlies! Can't wait for more adventures with the team.

Plus this has also given me a chance to get to know incredibly sweet girls when I otherwise would not have. Cause ya know... A life of a social hermit. :3

So to join in on the fun, download the app now and share your gorgeous OOTDs with other girls because there's no reason it should go to waste. Download from the links below and follow me on amandalaurenlee, plus many other fashionable ladies.

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Well then, until next time lovelies!

Monday, 21 September 2015

Half empty.

So last night, I watched an update by Bubz and it got me thinking....  Am I really that negative of a person and is it bad for me?

Q & A | Retiring Youtube?

For those who know me very well would know that I adore Lindy to bits. It's kind of crazy to think that I've been watching her videos since way back in the day when she was still living in Northern Ireland, first introducing Tim as her boyfriend and sharing with us the day she was proposed to, getting married and now they've got little Isaac!

There is so many things about her that sets her apart from several other Youtube personas and the one thing I adore about her the most is how much she bonds with her subscribers. Plus she's always giving good advises on how to grow as a person in the best of ways - which I believe a lot of us struggle with, particularly myself.

Anyway, I completely digressed. But the point of me writing this is after watching the newest video on BubzVlogz, it got me thinking about how I view things in my life and that is affecting how I view the world. It is almost completely unrelated to the Youtube video as a whole. LOLOL.

Somewhere in the Q&A session, Bubz talked about how she deals with heartache and disappointment. Honestly I feel like she's such a strong person to be able to still be so optimistic in the midst of so much crap. I'm sure there are lots of things that she is going through but do not show us and that's fine, it is her prerogative to do so. Yet she still manages to look pass all of that and find ways to grow stronger rather than dwell on the negatives.

Which made me realize that I am quite the negative person.

Then I remembered that at some time in the early of this year, I decided to try something new. It was a challenge for myself to complain about my life a whole lot less, or at all really, to stop being so negative about every single thing that is happening whether big or small and start being grateful. Sounds pretty easy eh?

Seeing as I am such a negative potato head I thought maybe this will change my perspective in life. So, determined to complete this self-challenge, I told myself to give it a go since I have anything to lose from doing so anyway.

Fast becoming one of my favourite mottos in life. Plus look at the fluffy ears & tail - super cute. 
The challenge for myself is to go at least a month with an optimistic outlook on life and.... Let's just say I barely lasted a week before I was a giant ball of frustration.

Initially I was kind of pumped up about this little soul searching challenge, hoping that in some small way it will turn a lot of things around and make me see the world in a more beautiful way. Going by something Bubz always tells us is that 'there is a treasure in every trial, there is always a reason to laugh, love and learn'. This is my attempt at being a more cheerful and grateful person.

Though a week later when everything just felt like the bad things kind of snowballed from meh to a freaking hurricane, I lost track of my own little challenge. I started looking at things in a negative light, blaming small little mishaps on everything around me and ultimately I just felt angry at literally everything. And also everyone.


Ultimately, after a ramble, I realized that I can almost never be that way. Not without really trying my damnedest to think of all the good things. It's just not in my nature to be all 'I LOVE THE WORLD #POSITIVEVIBES' or 'THINK POSITIVE AND THE WORLD WILL BE FULL OF RAINBOWS AND BUTTERFLIES' especially not when I am feeling down in the dumps.

I just... I, physically and mentally, cannot. It makes me cringe whenever I try and even at some odd times when I do feel that way, I even get annoyed with myself. HAHAH.

Honestly what I would really need is just a moment for myself to sulk, cry, vent or anything that will let me get whatever that's frustrating me off my chest. Then after I would just confront the problems head on and then see where things goes from there. If some time to myself doesn't work then there's always violent thriller movies or games to try as a last resort.

I know it makes me sound like such an angry person. But weirdly enough, I am not too sorry being the grump that I am and also mad happy that my friends still love me in spite of that.

It's just the way my brain is wired and I'm sick of people telling me 'Look on the bright side! Think positive and you will automatically feel that way!'. Somehow it really doesn't help me feel any better at all and I don't know why, it has more of an opposite effect.

Motivational stuff doesn't work on me ohkay, so don't try and force it because this ship ain't sailing. Don't even guilt-trip me over this too because... No. At the end of the day, you know what I say to all of that load of bull crap?

FUCK YOU, POSITIVELY. :3

Originally from tumblr
Ohkay, sorry about the random profanity.

What I meant to say is that it's very clear that I am a 'glass is half empty' kind of person and honestly, that's fine with me. I mean, I do believe in seeing the silver lining and despite my negative outlook on life, I definitely know that there is a treasure/lesson in every trial.

So I'd have to go through the crappy things and learn from it after persevering, rather than brushing the problem under the carpet with the pretense of 'think positive and it will go away' mindset. Plus there's no reason to pretend to be all happy and all when deep down I know that I am not.

Though to be fair I am trying to be a more grateful person in general rather than dwell on just the bad things that have happened. But this is a learning curve for me and changing completely is obviously not going to yield the best results.

Anyways, TL;DR, after a failed attempt at being a permanent positive sunflower and also some soul searching, I finally discovered the main reason why I am such a pessimist.














Ready for it?
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Are you ready for the ultimate revelation?
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Truth is........... 
I am........ 












EEYORE~
Originally from tumblr
No, that doesn't mean that I am an ass. I guess occasionally I can be one but that's besides the point and I am not literally one if you get my drift. But you gotta admit, especially those select few that understands me really well, the resemblance is definitely there. Most of the time.

Plus I've been wanting to use this line for a while now. It's no wonder why this character, out of all the other ones in the Winnie the Pooh stories, is I was most attached to. Though, if you've actually paid attention to the things that Eeyore says, he is actually the smartest of them all because he's a realist.

And that ends my random thought for today. Let me go bury my nose in the new book and MAYBE be hardworking enough to edit pictures from the other day's launch party before writing a mini blog post.

Until next time lovelies! Bye!

Tuesday, 11 August 2015

Brush & Watercolour Workshop || #KLigraphy

As you all know, I signed myself up for a workshop with Inks&Calligraphy and Inezcalligraphy which I have been looking forward to since.... Well a month ago when I first found out about it from a friend. You didn't know? Then that's fine, just take a peek at my previous post [here] and you'll understand what I'm talking about.

Anyways  - after many long days of anticipation, the day had finally arrived and I was dead excited. Well not literally of course, or else I'd have wasted money on top of missing the opportunity to be a tiiiiny bit more artistic. On top of looking forward to the class, I was also quite excited about meeting my very talented friend who I have not met for quite a while now. Life being the way it is and both of us having our own things that keeps us busy, we rarely get the chance to catch up.

So, seizing the opportunity, we met up much earlier at Standing Theory where we ordered their staple Bacon & Waffles with Corn Flake Ice Cream. At first the combination sounded quite off to me because in my head, savory and sweet never mixed well. But this proved me very wrong because I was hooked from the first bite. Sweet from the honey (or maple syrup, not quite sure) and chilly ice cream to the crispy waffle then mixed with the salty bacon. MAJOR YUMS.

Mmm mmm mmmm~ Uncanny combination, but nothing short of yummy.
We shared this because Beatrice told me that food & some snacks will be provided at the workshop, apparently it'll be a waste to not try. And since she's attended it once before, I thought it's best to listen to the voice of reason. Experience wins greediness. HAH. We also tried their iced latte and... Boy, it definitely has a damn strong kick which is good for a non-morning person that relies on caffeine to keep me alive.

Though it was lacking slightly in the milky taste which I always associate with a 'latte', I was still pretty impressed with it. AND! Fun fact: I was informed by the cashier (after staring at this test-tube like container with black liquid in it completely baffled) their 'cold brewed coffee' is done by steeping their coffee beans in cold water for 24 hours to get all the flavour. As opposed to the conventional method of brewing via hot water. Kinda interesting right?

Food talk aside and after spending maybe a good five minutes snapping away plus savoring our meal, we got to have a very fruitful chat. Finally getting acquainted with each other's lives again and getting to talk about some things that are harder to over Whatsapp was very nice. Somehow it feels like no time has passed at all since our college days and.... It was really nice.

Then it was time for our class and we were super on time. By 'on time' - I really mean that we arrived about an hour early just to look around the place and also get the good seats. We're Chinese & kiasu like that.

To be honest; I had quite a high expectation based on the pictures I saw from my friend's Instagram and also the positive reviews that she's told me. Apparently I will really love the interior because it's simple but at the same time very pretty. And it was VERY true.

'Oh what a beautiful day~'
And there's Jil & Inez setting up the treats corner! :3
There was no over the top decorations - long white tables in the main area and several chairs surrounding it and all the necessary tools for the workshop already placed on the table. After all, minimalist is the current in thing and I'd prefer that over the now 'hipster' trend. That was cool before everyone decided it was too.

I wish I was not so dazed and took a proper picture of the whole place but I was incredibly distracted by the prettiness in front of me. Plus I was buzzing with excitement so I couldn't think straight. Sue me for being a complete derp at the wrong time.

My set-up with a pretty blue cup. Trust me to pick that one. haha.
And look at how beautifully written my name is. Someday, that'll me. I hope.
As stated on their workshop page, they provide Brush Calligraphy beginner's kit which consists of:
  • 2 Waterbrush Pens
  • 1 Watercolor Set
  • 1 Brush pen in gold
  • Watercolor Paper [Which I learned on that day is very important.]
  • Worksheets with Drills, Letterforms, and Alphabet Guides
  • Practice Sheets [You need them. LOTS OF THEM if you're a noobie like me. HEH
Since we had time to kill before other people arrive and for the class to start, I thought it'd be a good idea to snap more pictures. Aside from excitedly flipping through my worksheets and marveling at all I was seeing. Yet never thinking of taking a photo of the entire area, again me running on pure derp mode at that point.

Baby's breath. Such a pretty but simple center piece.
ASIAN AT WORK. :3




















There's my attempt at being artistic and then, to my right is Beatrice who took a long time trying to get the near perfect picture. While I laughed at her and edit my own photo for instagram which took me about ten minutes all-together. I'm so mean but it was amusing as heck.

You know.... We usually only see really nice shots from the camera's point of view and never the whole picture, inclusive of what's going on behind the camera. Starting to understand why some photographers enjoy taking picture of another photographer taking picture.

Photographer-ception? Probably not.

Yum corner. Picture taken by Beaaa~ 
Just as Bea said, they do provide treats to nibble on midway through the workshop and if you're a dessert lover then this is meant for you. According to her, the last time she attended they had some sort of 'sandwich' with chicken as well. But this time, there was chocolate chip cookie which was crunchy on the outside but soft on the inside, chocolate brownie and some oatmeal coconut cake.

For some reason, dessert has never really been my go-to choice of noms. But these were so good that I still think about these at random times and crave for the yummy cookie again. Especially when it's late at night and there's nothing to eat. Also I can't eat anything since I'm trying my damnedest to curb my terribly bad habit of having supper. ;_;

Though seriously, if you have a sweet tooth then you should check MAD Treats out. So delicious.

Once everyone has arrived we finally got to start the workshop with Jil & Inez introducing themselves, also briefing us on the tools that they have provided. Sadly there are one or two of the pens they give can't be bought here so......... Amazon it is, when the difference in currency rates isn't so high anymore. ;_;

Strokes. HEHE. Sorry, but it's funny. The O's are the bane of my existence, no jokes.
So from what I learnt that day, the general rule of thumb when it comes to calligraphy (pointed pen or brush) is;

  • To achieve the thicker lines, press down harder with the brush and that's always the down strokes.
  • The thinner lines is almost the complete opposite since it's always an up-stroke. Basically you remove almost all pressure from the brush and just 'gently kiss the paper' as said by Jil.  

It all sounds pretty simple right? And I assumed it was because we've been learning how to write ever since we could hold a pen anyways. But nope, it is sooooo much more difficult than one would imagine.

After explaining the basics to us, they gave us time to get a feel of writing with the brush pens which was fascinating to someone like me who is completely new to anything remotely artistic. Though I admit that I had plenty of fun trying something new that day, even if I struggled a lot at first to just let go of all the control and let the brush have free reigns.

It's harder than it looks. And these are all just lines for practicing. 
As you can see, after shakily trying to mimic the printed pattern, this is the result which from afar is passable. But if you actually squint, you can see where my hand shakes every now and then.

Since there are two kinds of brush pens provided, I alternated between both to practice with and there is a reason why the lines in gold are less ugly looking. The brush tip of that pen is much more stiffer and it's almost similar to writing with a marker pen except it's more bendable, so that gives you so much more control when it comes to writing.

Then there's the other brush pen which has a very soft tip, almost similar to the regular painting brushes. A gentle touch on the paper and it bends so this really tests your hand control when creating different kinds of strokes. Though it ultimately creates the nicer looking typography - then again this might just be because of the ink.

Photo taken by Bea.Eugenie!
So here I am, trying my best to go through the worksheets while trying to get used to creating different type of strokes and patterns. Also I would alternate between both brush pens just to get the feel of them both which was encouraged by Jil & Inez.

Plus the gold one gave me the best results cause it is easier to manage than the other brush pen which I liked seeing. HAHAH.

And I'm really loving this picture. Almost everything is a yay until you notice my ugly roots showing which is a clear reminder that I need to go get it dyed again. Still loving how good this picture makes me look. Sorry not sorry.


While I was kind of struggling with getting the strokes and shapes correctly - to my right is my dear friend breezing right through it almost seamlessly. An artist characteristic which I have yet to grab hold of, still far too much of a control freak to ever be as good of an artist as Picasso.

But I really do admire Beatrice's talent in all things art. Which is why I am forcing asking her to teach me a little here and there whenever we got the chance to meet up.


These are other attendants of he brush & watercolour calligraphy workshop. And they were all so talented in their own way too!

What I enjoyed the most about the entire four hours was how therapeutic it was - despite the struggle I initially had with getting used to the brush pen. The ambiance was nice and bright, quiet but there was coffee house music playing in the background which is maximum love.

Jil teaching us fancy watercolour techniques. 
Once we got used to writing with the brush pens and had a ten minute break where we gobbled up the delicious treats, it was time to move on to more fun things. Time to bring out the water colours!~

There are four types of lettering that was taught to us and they're all pretty in their own way.
  • Masking - using something called a masking fluid, easily bought from art stores.
  • Faded
  • Ombre [My favourite among the four!]
  • Blotching [Very unique and interesting to look at on paper]
I would explain it all to you but, I think it is better if you watch how Jil does it firsthand.

And it is also safe to say that I was quite terrible at all of them even though I tried my best. The perfectionist in me just won't let me paint freely like some artist can. Whatever is in my head never turns out like that on paper - as is the same when it comes to writing as well.

However I believe that when it comes to art, there shouldn't be too much over-thinking as the art would somehow automatically present itself. Again this is something I really have to work on as I have a knack of over thinking everything which often times leads to a lot of self-doubt. Getting rather philosophical eh?

Anyway back to the workshop, despite my struggle initially, I still had fun trying out different styles in between trying to understand what I was doing. I think I laughed at myself more than actually trying to perfect the techniques.

"It's easy!" She says. 
And the only thing that crosses my mind is 'HELP' as I watch her do it effortlessly with wide eyes.

Pretty corner. A little vintage feel. 
I wonder if this typewriter still works or it was place there for aesthetic reasons. Honestly would not mind getting one for myself if it didn't cost as much as it does.

Maybe someone wanna get that for me as an early Christmas present? :3

Gnarly final product. 
All in all, I really think this was an amazing workshop for anyone who has a love for beautiful penmanship or is just looking to learn something new. Not gonna lie, Rm220 is a pretty steep price to pay - but the positives of the several hours I spent in the workshop definitely makes my money worth it. I mean, who wouldn't want to learn new skills right?

This was the first workshop that I've attended with them and it probably would not be the last one. There's also an introductory of pointed pen calligraphy workshop which I am definitely going to attend someday. So it's time I start saving up and re-calculating my budget again. :3

In the mean time, are there anymore interesting workshops in KL that I should attend? Let me know cause I'm always looking for new things to learn.


'If a man treats a life artistically, his brain is his heart.'
- Oscar Wilde

Until next time lovelies! 

Monday, 15 June 2015

Excited.

I don't know why, maybe it comes with being an INTP type of person; but everything that I want to do needs to be well thought out and planned down to the very tiny minute details. Which probably explains why my 'not-a-bucket-list' list just keeps growing longer and longer each day. Sometimes it takes me days or even weeks to reach to a decision. *cough cough* like starting this blog. 

Even if or when I do make up my mind, I take another period of time just to plan it out in my head. Chances are that is the control-freak side of me coming out to play. So it is safe to say that I very rarely ever make a YOLO decision for a lack of better word.

Now, funnily enough, that was something I did about a week or two ago.

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I was randomly scrolling through Facebook while I was bored when I saw a picture that really caught my attention. My immediate reaction was to go 'OH MY GOSH THAT IS SO PRETTY'. And it has little to do with how the picture is so beautiful in its simplicity, but more of what the main focus of said image is.

Photo from my dearest friend, Bea.Eugenie
How can you not be taken by that picture?

After spotting the post and admired it for a good minute, I quickly messaged Beatrice demanding to know more about this workshop that she had attended over the weekend. Thankfully for me she understood my aesthetic and told me about it. So sweet of her to share their site where they announced that there would be another in the near future.

And, even their page is incredibly pretty to look at. *happy sighs* Must be the crisp white background and the header with the site title which I assumed might have been handwritten. Looks promising already, right?

From inksandletters

Currently Inks & Letters have two kinds of workshops for people to learn calligraphy. One being with a pointed pen which  creates that beautifully classy cursive lettering and another using  a brush & watercolour that is pretty in its own way. I mean just look at the preview of each of the workshop that are offered - that on its own is already so attractive that it's impossible to not sign up for it.

Those that are close to me will know that I have a love for anything vintage and classy. In short, I'm basically a sucker for old-fashioned themed things. My friend came back from her little holiday to Penang and got me postcards. Quite a few of them (which I picked for myself :3) with prints of product adverts from the 40's - 50's. Trust Leena to know that those were exactly what I liked.

Yes, I am an old soul and occasionally believe that I have been born in the wrong era. That is until I think of life without internet & Tumblr then it makes me sure that maybe I am a 90's child after all. *giggle snorts*

Also, despite the stereo-type where girls have really nice handwriting, mine is... Not at all. Even if it is a good representation of the person behind the pen - small and complicated. Maybe slightly temperamental too. I have met guys, several of them, who have seemingly effortless, nice looking handwriting which makes me very envious.

Oh, and I'm not very artistic either. Unfortunately what comes out on paper isn't the same as what I usually have pictured in my mind, even when it comes to writing, despite that being one of my better skill sets.

Here's to hoping that this workshop will help with my art skills, even if it is just a tiny bit! But even if that won't do much to help me become the next Van Gogh or Picasso, then at least it'll be a fun new experience.

'To practice any art, no matter how well or badly, 
is a way to make your soul grow. 
So do it.'
- Kurt Vonnegut, A Man Without a Country -

As of now, there's about a little over than two weeks, or maybe even less, before I can attend the workshop with Beatrice and I am beyond excited. ((=

Until next time, loves~

Sunday, 24 May 2015

Life.

Alright, so first things first, this is a filler post of a sorts.

For starters, the intended blog post that is supposed to be posted instead of this rant is not done yet. Secondly, I'm stuck in a bit of a writing ditch.

Which is funny considering that my idea was to write down a list of things that could help me with getting out of writer's block. Yet, ironically, I am stuck in one.

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This happened about a week ago, maybe even more since I procrastinated with writing this post. Someone asked me about this blog of mine and what I was intending to write in it. Obviously my first reaction was to blank out for a couple of seconds before finally managing to form a sentence and my response to the question had been,

'Oh, it's going to be a lifestyle blog. So there can be things about fashion, beauty, food and all things in between'.

Taking into consideration how long it took me to even decide what I wanted to make of this page before and how easily it was for me to describe my blog so quickly - and you can imagine how pleased I was with myself at that very moment. My confidence was through the roof. However, it did not last very long because said person I was talking to said something that really struck a nerve.

'How can you write a lifestyle blog when nothing interesting is going on? Shouldn't you be living the life? People wouldn't covet nor want to read about anything when you don't have something interesting to offer. So at least go do something more substantial; just live a more interesting life.'

Wow. Just wow. Then just like that, everything goes from great to crap in the next second. It's ironic how it takes so much to build one's confidence and one small thing can ruin it all.

Though to be honest, I am not sure if that person meant what they said in a hurtful manner. Maybe to them it sounded like constructive criticism. And maybe I was cranky from a very frustrating week of work, hence I took offence at what was said. Mostly, what got to me is that, what they said was not all wrong.

What my life is like these days to most people is pretty normal, occasionally can even be considered as incredibly boring to some. Though, is it really?


Basically, every Monday to Friday, is work. After which I just head straight home and stay there, already too tired to deal with anything else for the day. Some times, very rarely, I will force myself to go to the gym or try to work out cause healthy is the new sexy. Then if my friend is free, maybe I'd have dinner with my best friend to catch up on our lives.

Other than that, there really isn't anything much eventful on weekdays on the regular. Then there's the weekend - which unfortunately is smaller in number than the amount of actual working days. So there isn't much that I'm motivated to do other than sleep. It is important to a sloth like myself.

Occasionally on either Saturdays or Sundays, there will be plans made with friends to spend the day out. Depending on the plans made, my friends and I would find somewhere nice to have a nice cup of coffee while we chatter away about everything and nothing.

Another funny thing that I just realized that we like to do is go on food hunting adventures & look for places that are really pretty for pictures. Usually these kind of days where I am out would always make me feel really happy and not at all tired even if I am out almost the entire day.

Personally, for an introvert like myself, the best thing to do is to just stay cooped up in my room with a good book and maybe binge watching my favorite TV series like Criminal Minds or Supernatural. This combination is really good for a weary soul after having to deal with people on a daily basis. And I'm shamelessly admitting that I love it!

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So yeah; my life can seem pretty mundane and not worth blogging about like some bloggers that I follow. Then again, not everyone's life is the same because we all do things differently and have different interests. Some people like sports and activities that involves stepping out of the house for a good chunk of their day, then there are some that likes to spend their time alone with their thoughts. Different but still good in their own ways.

Does that make one better than the other? I'll let you think about that on your own. Personally, I don't think so. There are things I may not agree with but it really isn't my business at all - everyone has their own prerogative and is allowed to live their lives the way they think is best for themselves. Even if everyone around them thinks otherwise.

Plus, people tend to forget that what is being posted online, whether it's Facebook, Instagram, daily vlogs and blogs are merely the highlights of a person's life. There will be ups and downs, but you only get to see what they want you to see which is usually the better parts of their lives. Why would anyone show you the bad parts? To get sympathy and attention? No.



Moral of this very long rant is: You do not have to answer to anybody but yourself. Tell these people to piss off and not stick their noses in business that is not theirs unless they mean well.

What's important is to live life fruitfully and as long as you're happy, then it is probably good enough. And if for me that means writing things that will almost never see the light of day and putting my little thoughts & adventures onto this blog, then so be it.

I guess my dear readers just have to see the world through my eyes while you're here.

Until the next time, darlings~